stop holding my breath

Czech republic visa approved and ready for my pickup

I cannot wait to return to NY Consulate passport in hand, smile on face.

I can finally breathe

I just need to find out my work schedule

I found everything, no black hole in this room

I dreamt you died and woke up in your bed, and was happy that your alive
what is it about you that I need to have?

Your youth, curiousity, everlasting trust/belief that this world is good and beautiful?
I'm seeing it again, I hate that I have to leave you always.

But I'll come back and I'll be here for a while, for you.