why

is it that i think of some more than others?
i spent my entiring year living with her and i dont even remember, but some I've met a few times but feel like I've known them forever...

am I so spoiled...but still complain? Why do others?

did i leave warm sunny happy hawaii and move to the fucking icy bitter cold newyork?

NEW NEW YEARS RESOLUTION: Not buy anymore clothes/shoes...I dont need any, nor do I have any room for any...