dangerous

im addicted to pain killers i take at least 3 a day...because my wisdom teeth hurt...but i got them pulled a week ago...WTF!!

i havent slept in days...which is retarded since i run my body hard all day...then go home dead tired...collapse in my bed and wake up an hour later fully wired...WTF!!!

i just want sleep...please....just one night...not to wakeup i dont want to resort to sleeping pills but at this point im desperate...

i have to fill out my FAFSA and i dont know what to put...fuck i dont know where ill be next year...but it wont be newyork...goddamn though i wish i could pickup purchase and move it to hawaii i really like my classes and professors...