A declaration

people get so suspicous sometimes
with the amount of information i posses about them
im not a stalker or a creeper
im a listener
the reason i know so much is because i listen, then i remember
i always look when no ones looking, and i see everything even things im not suppose to
its all in the details
the way she touches her hair when he talks to her, she likes him i can tell
or if he looks away when he speaks shes hiding

i know a lot more about people than i lead on
i prefer the life of a wallflower than a wildflower
the simplest things are often the most beautiful things
its easy to miss them

i often discover many things that people dont mean for others to see
these things are the best
i never repeat these things aloud
i am selfish and keep these tiny beautiful outlets of peoples translucent souls to myself
you might feel embrassed that i read your private thoughts
but i loved them
and it makes me think so much more of you
and i like feeling this special because i got to see this
even if it was not intended
im not judging you, im loving you

thank you

and im sorry