the I will List

within the next 7 days I will

get a job

get my license

go surfing at least 2x

beach it till im black and brown

finish essay

book ticket

USAC

this is it

the last night
and i hope to god it ends soon
it cant go by any slower
i want to shoot them all
this is it
this is the fucking last

the list

of things that will happen when i am home

kapena falls
seven falls
sacred falls
manana trail
get a fucking job
catamaran boat ride
floatie waikiki rental
license
snorkeling (northshore)
waianae beach day
see kamalei/baby

a few things i wanted to say

I feel better

stupid

ive never felt this way before
its kind of liberating

cause you just dont give a fuck and it doesnt really bother you

and it doesnt matter anyway cause when she tells you you failed
shes speaking french
and you failed french
so you dont understand a word.

my skin is itching, so im trying to scratch the new york off it.

the last

of everything

usually makes you sad, makes you remember the good, makes you realize this place isnt so bad (but only because you have to be here for a few more days)

but no

crawling! its crawling! my skin! its itching!

ughhh boiling!...the worst part is tomorrow, im excited to get it over with but not to dealt with it

FUCKKK PURCHASE COLLEGE!
FUCKKKK BK HIPSTERS
FUCKKKK MY FRENCH PROFESSOR!!
FUCKKK YOU PRETENTIOUS TRUST FUND BABIES!

I HATE!
I HATE IT ALL!

and i rarely hate you allllll!!!!

all your fuckingclubs are shit, everything here is student run, and you are all lazy fucks who just get seats of power through nepotism and all you do is take our money and come up with bullshit excuses for clubs which is really just you and your friends smoking weed with the schools money

your anti-establishment blah blah blah

your insults are empty so are your threats

you dont reallystand for anything

you just stand for anything anti

well stupidfucks you need bureaucracy thats how shit gets done

of course you wouldnt know

you've never done anything